Neverender

When you've gone about things all wrong, bury them here with a life time you would never regret ....i'll miss you when you're gone in pretending that you meant the world to me.

When the day begins to break like the tears that run across your cheek...i'll be home in graver mistakes, ill write you in the letter that states "i'll be moving on".


i'll be home to say i love you and i'll be moving on...

QA

Q : What is your status?
A : Sick and tired
Q : What are you doing 5 minutes ago?
A Chatting with rain, updating my blog.
Q : What are your fave sports?
A : Used to be fave: Basketball
Q : Do you cry most of the time you haveproblems?
A : It depends, If I cant carry it, Ill cry on it
Q : Who is present gf/bf?
A : Rain
Q : Did you have a fight with sumone today?
A : No, Oh i mean yes. With my niece
Q : What are your fave subjects?
A : Phil history and world literature
Q : Who cheers you up the most in your life?
A : Friends
Q : Do u like to chat?
A : Not really.
Q : Last chat with
A :rain
Q : Do you like to laugh?
A : Yes
Q : Last testi from? What's the testi about?
A : Rain, all about us.
Q : Last message from? What's about?
A : rain, all about us.
Q : Last food?
A : palabok
Q : Do you have an exam?
A : no
Q : Do you think people who like to study a lotare nerds?
A : no, they are the people who have deams.
Q : What's your opinion about long distance relationship?
A : Hard, really hard. Been there...
Q : About love at the first sight?
A : Its possible.
Q : Do you ever love sumone but he/she didnt like you?
A : Yes, Many times
Q : Did you ever dump sumone?
A : Yes
Q : Did you ever have a relationship withsumone u didn't love?
A : Yes
Q : Have you ever hurt sumone who loved u so much?
A : Maybe, We may have both loved each other and hurt each other as well.
Q : Do you like your school?
A : Yes
Q : Do you have a new bestfriend?
A : None
Q : Do you have sumthing you must do right now?
A : Yes, Eat dinner. Im really starving.

The Suffering

Is there a word or right to say even in this old fashioned way? Go make your move, girl. I'm not coming home. Would things have changed if I could've stayed? Would you have loved me either way? Dressed to the blues, Day to day with my collar up. Decision sits so make it quick, A breath inhaled from an air so sick. Cursed the day I had learned of the web you spun...You had your hold till bleeding. Hey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've figured you out way before the year clocked out. Would we have lived as a child would care? With this vial to drink I dare, Only to cry all alone with your taste on tongue. Should we try this again with hope? Or is it lost, give up the ghost. And should I die all alone as I knew I would...Then burn in hell young sinner. Listen well... will you marry me? Oh, I hope you're waiting....

drip

Im back from vacation and still dont know what i would really want to say or actually write... Am I ready to let you know what happend last month or last december?! Yes, i know i am already left out.

Okay, So first stop was when Rain have finally decided to be operated, she was in the hospital for four days and I stayed with her till she was discharged. After a week I also went to my province since i was also been diagnosed to have hypertention and having a weak lungs! WTF?! Well thank you all, You dont need to pitty me. Im doing fine! Going back to what I was talking, I went home and enjoyed drinking beer and stuff, I jammed with my old band and really had a great time with my homies. (just a thought of my real home really makes me feel good). Also had to talk to Rachelle for some formalities. You dont need to know everything we've talked to right? Minutes felt like hours, Hours felt like days and Days felt like Years. I thought it was endless days and nights...... days passed drinking beer and smoking cigars, Its time for me to go back, Rain's waiting for me already... I woke up and suddenly i was already at the bus station in cubao. That was really fast... Afternoon of that day I went to see Rain in bulacan, it was our first day to see each other after my own vacation... Well I think story will go on on the next post...